Tossing Words Around

I know the right thing to do. Now the question remains… Will I do it? Will I choose the right way?

I’ve been struggling. I want to do the right thing, but temptation seems to win out in the end.When will my desire to do good win over the desire to do wrong? I’m waiting for that day.

I want to say I’ve been trying to do the right thing, but if I really tried, I know I would have done it.

People seem so fickle these days. 

I have these two friends, they used to go out. They broke up a little while ago because of some issues… and now they aren’t really friends anymore. I don’t understand what’s going through their heads. They both said they loved each other, but now they don’t? They don’t love each other anymore because of how each has treated the other. 

That makes no sense to me.

I love someone who has treated me wrongly. I still love him because I forgave him. I forgave him because I love him. I know he wants to be better, I’m waiting for it to happen. Forever will I wait for him.

I feel as if my two friends didn’t really love each other because they aren’t able to get past this. He said that he hated her. Maybe it’s just me.. but I don’t think you can go from love to hate. At I can’t. Even when someone treats me badly, I forgive them because I love them. That’s what you do when you love someone, you forgive them. 

I always try my hardest not to say that I hate someone because hating someone is like murdering them in your heart. Especially if I tell someone I love them, I would never want to say I hate them later. When I love someone, I really love them. Even if you don’t mean it and you’re just angry, you still shouldn’t say that you hate someone. Especially when you don’t because sometimes, they remember it and it hurts them more than you realize. 

Maybe I have a different understanding of love then most people my age.. I don’t know. I just don’t understand why people say they love someone or that they’re in love with someone and then a month later, they aren’t. That doesn’t make sense. At all.