August 19, 2009

I’m.. mad, angry, frustrated..

Life is so confusing, so irritating.

I wish I wasn’t so jealous, I wish I was a better person.

I wish I could please people, I wish I could be who people wanted me to be.

I wish I didn’t disappoint people, or let them down or frustrate them.

I wish people took relationships as seriously as I do.

And loyalty. Another very important quality.

I hope my husband/boyfriend/whoever feels the same way about relationships as I do.

I hope God has that planned for me.

Not lots of relationships that tear my heart apart,

But someone I can trust with my life and my family’s lives.

Someone I can trust with everything.

Someone I can grow with, in age and in my spiritual life.

Someone I know will always be faithful to me,

Someone who wants to be with only me.

Someone who feels the same about me that I do about them.

I don’t think I know anyone like that right now,

But I pray I will. Always praying.